It has been a very long year. I know...it was 365 days just like the year before but man...did it seem longer than normal. I think that because of the suffering, loss, anxiety and fear felt by so many over the past trip around the sun it for sure feels longer than 365 days.
I am still not gainfully employed and have been waiting over two weeks for a call from Epic after what I hope was a good final face to face interview and skills test. However, you never really know how you are interpreted by others in those situations. What I feel was good may be perceived as a disaster by the person sitting across from you.
So, i get my 560 bucks a week from unemployment, work out, paint and try to stay sane while I wait for the news. The back up plan is to pack up and head back to Vermont in an attempt to reset and reboot and start over from scratch while a bit closer to friends and family.
I am trying to get motivated to paint today because I haven't finished a painting in over a month and need to get busy. So, I now get ready for a work out, shower, get dressed, head to the store for fruit and chicken and then maybe pack a few cases and then if I am lucky...paint! I hope I get a call tomorrow from the work gods and that my life can take a good turn soon. Have a good one.
My brain never shuts down. It is broken and there is a constant stream of poop flowing through it...I would like to share this poop with you.