Emotional

There is always an awkward stage while painting a project where I hate it. I know it's coming. The background is taking too long and things are halfway there and it sucks...then you push and push through it and 9 out of 10 times, it works out and you get through and onto better times. You see, it's not just sitting in front of an easel and spreading paint around. I suffer through it. It's rather taxing emotionally, mentally and physically with moments of joy and self doubt and you wonder if you should bail and start something else. Today was an awkward day...I hope tomorrow, I turn the corner!